As I watched the beautiful explotion up in the air, my heart pound in disguise.
My mind shifted away from all the things that was in my head.
It was amazing feeling, the same feelings as falling in love.

How I wish i could have at least fireworks on my b'day.
Ok fine, my wedding perhaps?...
Haha... Dream on!...
If only my future husband is freaking rich...
And romantic tooo......


Anyway, the reason i post today is because.......
I really hate hate hatee
chng song keng...
Don't ask me why...
He just crushed my golden tickets away !...
Hopefully God crushed he's......tu tuut ttuutttt.......
I'm going to bed now, so I won't be thinking too much...
Bye.

Thanks dear for being there...
And and hear my cry on endless nights...
<3
I can survived, seriously, I booolehlarhh !

Dear,
Doctor Seng Soong Cheng please please have the heart for a girl liked me.
If only you could hear my cry...
I pleaded to you God.
Give me some strength for tomorrow's result.
InsyAllah...

Thank you <3 ones for being there for me.
You've give me a lot of strength for me to proceed.
Life that is so unpredictable, indeed...

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